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Apr
11
목련의 죽음은 느리고도 무겁다. 천천히 진행되는 말기 암환자 처럼, 그 꽃은 죽음이 요구하는
모든 고통을 다 바치고 나서야 비로소 떨어진다. 펄썩, 소리를 내면서 무겁게 떨어진다.
-김훈
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Apr
10
충동적인 블로깅
내 텀블러에 포스팅을 하지 않은지도 근 한달이 넘어가는 것 같다.
그에 대한 이야기는 지금은 일단 미루고,
오늘 아침 아홉시에 일어났을 때 아침을 먹고 투표하러 다녀온 다음
보람찬 하루를 시작하리라 마음먹었는데
밥을 먹고 소화시킬 때 까지만 조금 쉬어야지라는 핑계로
컴퓨터를 하기 시작해서 검정치마 a.k.a. holiday cho의 블로그를 염탐(?)하다가
결국 이 시간이 되었다.
옷 주워입고 투표한다음 커피를 마시고 하루를 시작해야겠다.
Ugggh, Cameron Monaghan is the most beautiful boy on this planet!!!
(Source: mosesforthewynn)
S is for Steve
“You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.”
The moment
When I was going through 고3, I usually studied at the library. When I got sick of studying, sitting at the same spot for several hours, I went to this place where I could be surrounded with books. It was the very end of the library, and there was this huge window, which warm and piercing sun rays came through. It was usually around 2 p.m. when I went to that place. The atmosphere created by afternoon sunlight and books was so soothing and dreamy that I felt like I could almost touch it. I read books sitting on a red stool, leaning my back on a wall. Being a 고3, I could not read many books, but I savored every book I read. My favorite one was “The Hottest State” by Ethan Hawke.
The time I spent at the place worked as a painkiller. It made the things I was going through so much bearable. It is one of the moments that I love the most. I am going to go to the school library tomorrow to return a book and enjoy the moment for the last time before my graduation.
